Lea continues to do very well. She is communicating with us by mouthing words, even though she can not yet “speak” with her voice. She is trying to get control of her arms and hands again, and works to move them where she wants them. Once, while being turned today, her nurse, Nick, told her she could hold on to the bed rail, and she actually reached for it and held on as well as she could.
We are hoping she can regain control of her hands, so she can point at symbols on a poster-size communication board the hospital uses in these situations. I expect her to be using it in a day or two. She is already aware that she can’t speak, and (I think) she is trying to get control of her hands so she can pull the tube out of her throat that keeps her from talking. We’ll have to keep an eye on that.
I explained to her yesterday, and again this morning, that she is on a ventilator that is helping her breathe until she can strengthen her lungs well enough to breathe on her own. I believe she understands that, because she has been working, and sweating, up a storm all day today with long, slow, deep breaths, which is the key to getting off that vent and being able to talk again. She loves to talk, so that is great motivation for her!
Lea received a note from our dear friend Joe Stroup tonight that he wrote to Lea earlier today. I will read it to her tomorrow as soon as I am sure she can understand it. I will have to pick the correct time to read it to her, but I think she will want to hear it. Joe’s note touched me deeply, so I called him and asked permission to share it with you. Here it is below:
Hi Lea,
Pat and I love you and Larry, miss you, and wish you were home. I anxiously await each report from Larry, and call him every few days just to hear his voice and try to be there, even though I can’t be. If the Dr’s would allow me to travel, I would have been out there already. I can’t wait for the time when you can talk again and take phone calls yourself – even though I know that will be a bawling fest. I doubt that I will be able to speak for crying.
I still have a long road ahead of me and I know your road is even longer, but it is achievable. I get around pretty well without my walker now but sometimes I move like I’m drunk, shifting sideways or wobbling like a Weeble. Just like you, my Dr. is still trying to find the right balance of medicines that will make my blood pressure and heart rate come to a happy medium.
I redeveloped the urinary tract infection that I had when I left the hospital. Pat has had to give up one of her kitchen drawers just so I can keep all of my medicine and insulin. I have lost close to 60 pounds now. I’m getting as skinny as you. I sure hope you don’t you go loosing too much weight! I liked Larry’s “Lobster Girl” just the way she was.
In all reality, however, nothing is probably going to be ‘just the same’ for the four of us, but I hope and pray that we can get back close to that point. You and Larry are our best friends. I don’t think there has ever been anyone that Pat and I have enjoyed a friendship with more than you guys. We miss the chats on your porch, the social events, the witty banter and the brainstorming, the laughter, and even the work we did together.
We have relished the way you have taken us into your family – and your family’s acceptance of us as perhaps something more than just friends. I’m not sure how to put a finger on it; perhaps cohorts, partners in crime, or whatever. Pat and I have discussed this before and both agree that there is a bond there more than just friends. I look forward to those things again in the near future.
It seems that you have made many positive strides and are continuing to win the battle. Keep up the good work. We will be here for you when you return. Atlanta is a funny town, but believe me when I say that the outpouring for you and I has somewhat overwhelmed me. The people here have a lot more caring in them than one might have originally thought. I think David can vouch for that. You will receive a good welcome home.
I will leave you for now but don’t leave me out of your thoughts, as you are never out of mine! I can say that for Pat also. We pray for you and send all our love! Joe and Pat
Father, thank you for the work you have done in, and through, our lives. We pray that you will continue to place your healing hands upon those who need your assistance tonight. Please bless Joe and Lea, to restore them to productive lives that they may continue to witness, and to bring praise to you. Be ever present with us that we might fully trust in, and rely upon, your perfect plan. Thy will be done. Amen
Glory to God,
Larry
1 comment
Comments feed for this article
June 15, 2007 at 8:26 pm
Prayers
FROM: Dallas
Oct 1 @ 7:52 AM
I won’t say I’m a bit surprized, cause I’m not…but I will say….HALLELUJAH TO THE LAMB OF GOD HE IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!!!! PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME…I am soooo relieved for you all. The excitement levels were off the charts as I read last night’s update. I look forward to the day…..when we sit together and praise God for all He has done for us.
I saw our friends Joe & Pat at Christophers restaurant yesterday,in Tipton, Joe said his defibrilator went off that morning, the good news being that they now know it works (their words) hahahahaha Joe came up to the booth at the Earth Festival and got a seated massage, noting yesterday that he felt much better afterwards….Hopefully I’ll be able to do the same for Lea – Lea when you return home. He said he wants to schedule an appointment with me to get the “Royal Treatment” (my words) hahahahahahaha
Keep taking baby steps and we’ll name a dance after you…Baby-step Boogie, or perhaps Lea’s Homecoming Shuffle or something like that… I am sooooo happy I wanna give you all a big ol’ hug…But I’ll wait….
God’s continued Blessings,
Dallas
FROM: Jean
Oct 1 @ 8:58 AM
YA HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will lift up my eyes to the hills, from whence comes my help? My help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth.
He will not allow your foot to be moved. He who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, He who keeps (Lea) shall neither slumber nor sleep.
Thank You Almighty God, the God who hears!
I want to dance a jig, Larry. I know you can barely contain your joy.
I love you!!~!!
FROM: Patricia
Oct 1 @ 10:54 AM
Remember Every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted “Say I love you today, tomorrow might be to late.”
FROM: Pam
Oct 1 @ 1:06 PM
Larry (and Lea)!!!
Yes, Praise God for His wonderful watchcare over you and Lea! How glorious is His Name in all the earth!
I can see you’re floating on a cloud that you both have worked long and hard for and so rightly deserve! Praise God! Oh, Praise God!!!
L&H,
Pam
FROM: Joe
Oct 1 @ 4:21 PM
Hi Lea,
Pat and I love you and Larry, miss you, and wish you were home. I anxiously await each report from Larry, and call him every few days just to here his voice and try to be there, even though I can’t be. If the Dr’s would allow me to travel, I would have been out there already. I can’t wait for the time when you can talk again and take phone calls yourself – even though I know that will be a bawling fest. I doubt that I will be able to speak for crying.
I still have a long road ahead of me and I know your road is even longer, but it is achievable. I get around pretty well without my walker now but sometimes I move like I’m drunk, shifting sideways or wobbling like a Weeble. Just like you, my Dr. is still trying to find the right balance of medicines that will make my blood pressure and heart rate come to a happy medium. I redeveloped the urinary tract infection that I had when I left the hospital. Pat has had to give up one of her kitchen drawers just so I can keep all of my medicine and insulin. I have lost close to 60 pounds now. I’m getting as skinny as you. I sure hope you don’t you go losing too much weight! I liked Larry’s Lobster Girl just the way she was.
In all reality, however, nothing is probably going to be ‘just the same’ for the four of us, but I hope and pray that we can get back close to that point. You and Larry are our best friends. I don’t think there has ever been anyone that Pat and I have enjoyed a friendship with more than you guys. We miss the chats on your porch, the social events, the witty banter and the brainstorming, the laughter, and even the work we did together. We have relished the way you have taken us into your family – and your family’s acceptance of us as perhaps something more than just friends. I’m not sure how to put a finger on it; perhaps cohorts, partners in crime, or whatever. Pat and I have discussed this before and both agree that there is a bond there more than just friends. I look forward to those things again in the near future.
It seems that you have made many positive strides and are continuing to win the battle. Keep up the good work. We will be here for you when you return. Atlanta is a funny town, but believe me when I say that the outpouring for you and I has somewhat overwhelmed me. The people here have a lot more caring in them than one might have originally thought. I think David can vouch for that. You will receive a good welcome home.
I will leave you for now but don’t leave me out of your thoughts, as you are never out of mine! I can say that for Pat also.
We pray for you and send all our love!
FROM: Becky
Oct 1 @ 7:40 AM
Larry,
Lea woke up. Those three words just leap off the page! Something I think we have all be looking for! This is really awesome news! I am just so very happy that you can share this with us, it is very hard to express just how happy. I can visualize the smile of hers. Just makes me cry tears of true joy. She is definitely on her way back, praise God!
Larry, you are so very special too. I want to thank you so much for sharing with us. Not just today but all along, it means so much. There is so little I can do, besides care & pray for you & yours. Thank you for sharing.
Peace be with you.
FROM: Stacey
Oct 1 @ 9:37 AM
Hello Larry.
How exciting. I’m so happy for you, both of you. This is truly a blessing!! I’m going to be in the Manchester area today to have lunch with some friends so I may try to stop by to see you & Lea on my way home. I’ve been on vacation this week and it just so happens that I made an apple pie. I’ll try to remember to prepare a slice to bring in to you later.
Hang in there, my friend.
FROM: Gayle
Oct 1 @ 4:27 PM
To Larry and Lea,
What an amazing joy to see the words that Lea is awake!! God is AWESOME and prayers are answered.
I had read the “other note” and have waited to respond, just thinking and mulling things over in my mind. I just spoke with Kathy and expressed my feelings to her, and just want to now share them with you.
To the person that wrote the note, it must be lonely and frustrating to not have the support of family and friends-old and new- around you. But, the most awful feeling must be not having God and the faith in Him to handle whatever His will is. We may not always understand things that happen in life and may have difficulty accepting and dealing with things, BUT for those of us who love God with our whole heart and soul, understand God’s love and take comfort in it.
Larry, I have said this before, but want to repeat it again—God loves you and Lea and can use you to His Glory. As the “butterfly” symbol will remind you ( by the way a pkg. will be in the mail Monday so please expect that) God’s love never changes for us. We may encounter people who do not understand or trust or believe and they may even rock our world a little with some doubt, but we have a deeper faith that we can pull from that will always be there to help us through.
Now is the time to share with you my story of how Lea’s illness has helped me. I wanted the time to be right and I wanted to feel comfortable in sharing it. As I approach the 4th year that my dad has been gone, I can’t say that it is any easier just easier to live with. I miss him and want to see him again–it already seems like it has been an eternity since I have touched that tattooed arm or had him check on me with a nightly phone call. What a marvelous, special man he was to me–his only child.
After his death, I went through all the normal feelings of being mad, sad, hurt, etc. but one feeling I hadn’t counted on dealing with was the shattering of my faith –not crushed or destroyed, just shattered. I couldn’t understand how or why and remember saying that I wasn’t ready for all of this. I went through the motions and made shadow boxes for my children about their grandpa, helped mom, dealt with life but there was always an underlying, nagging, doubtful feeling that I just wasn’t willing to deal with—Would I see my dad again in Heaven?
We moved to Florida and tried various churches but just couldn ‘t get a feeling or sense of belonging that I needed. We would attend sporatically. It wasn’t until my husband brought up the fact that I just wasn’t truly dealing with dad’s death that I started questioning myself and my feelings. We talked and talked and I tried sorting through things trying to get a handle on that nagging feeling of how I would know where dad was–how dad could he be anywhere else because he was such a good man.
I was in the middle of sorting through all of this –keep in mind 3 1/2 yrs. after dad’s death, when all of this with Lea took place. I had a lunch date with a good friend from church–one that I met at the first church we actually placed membership with, and just cried sitting at Applebee’s talking to her about Lea and Dad and my feelings. It was right then, that a peace came over me, and I realized that God is in control. I can leave it all to God and let Him handle it—all my doubts, all my fears, all my questions.
I also realized because of how fast things happened with Lea, that life is short and I needed to be living my life correctly. You see deep down, I knew this because I have always had a strong faith in God,but for a few moments in time, the faith was shattered. I first thought that made me a weak person,but I also realized that I am human and God does understand. My questions may have made me pull away from what I know is important, but God is always there as long as we reach for Him. There is a sign on one of the churches here that says so much—God can move mountains, but we need to keep climbing!!
Anyway, I hope this was ok to tell you. I do want you to know that I have seen strength and love and faith through your notes, and I am behind you completely. You are making the right choices because you are allowing God to help you and that can’t be wrong. Remember, the author of that note probably does not have the love of God to fall on in times when it is needed most, and therefore does not understand the faith.
I guess instead of being aggravated as I was and I am sure that you were along with the questioning, we should just feel sorry that that person is missing out on a life filled with promise for better things to come.
Continue to hang in there and love Lea and God’s will, will be done. You have a multitude of people who care about you both, Jim and I included. I am certain that our lovely Lea with all the kindness she has in her heart and love for her family, will be so proud of you and the way you have grown and found strength in God’ love and will pleased with all the care that has been given to her. Just keep trusting God. My favorite verses in the Bible have always been, Proverbs 3:5, 6 — Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.
May God continue to bless you both; Our prayers will continue to be with you. And don’t forget, we want an invitation to that huge welcome home party for Lea!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. My dad and Lea’s mom taught us to have such a love of family–what a legacy they gave us all.
FROM: Robyn
Oct 1 @ 9:55 PM
Hallelujah!! JESUS LIVES!!!